A video collage compiled from six years of me filming my daily life, diving into some of my most intimate thoughts as a Palestinian living through war and under occupation in Jerusalem and the west bank, with emphasis on how the war made my life a living hell compared to the past, through reading an email directed to my EX boyfriend who's a Palestinian who lived on the other side of the wall, telling him how my life changed because of the war, which happens to be after we broke up, it's an email that I never sent and never will